Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Days of old

It seems ultimately I have found myself in another bad place in life. When will I tire of being jerked and kicked around by others? I need to find myself out there somewhere. I used to be an advocate for...

gay rights
women's choice referring to abortion (with a few exceptions)
and equality of and for all

Ok, damn it. Seriously. Here I sit now, in all reality less religious than I was at that point in life, and finding myself questioning these issues. Why?

Brainwashing does exist. It does. The question is what is giving my "free thinking" brain a good scrubbing? Am I right? Am I wrong? Is the scrubber right? Is the scrubber wrong?

I am more confused right now than I have ever been in my entire life!!

Oh, how I miss Sesame Street and the only issue to ponder was whether or not Mom was going to fix tator tots or french fries for lunch!!

Those were the days....


The Sparkly Queen said...

Our lives take us in so many directions over the years. What is wonderful, is that during this time we continue to grow, develop new ideas and opinions, continue to question and to learn. That is what makes this human experience so amazing. So my advice (not that you asked for it) is to just go with it. Don't let the questioning torment you...instead view this as an opportunity to get to know yourself a little bit better. You always have the right to change your mind and probably will a million times over the course of your life. Continue to pray asking only for guidance on these issues...then listen. Together, you'll work it out.